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Poet of the Month  
 

 This section is devoted to a selected poet of the month.
 
The Poet Featured This Month Is
 
Josie Mixon
 
 
Josie is the Cohost of a poetry venue at Barnes and Noble in San Antonio, Texas.
 They meet every first and third Wednesday of the Month. Check out her story and poetry below.
 



Josie's Bio
 
Josie Mixon was born in Mission Texas. She is a survivor of sexual abuse
and domestic violence. At the age of 13 she gave birth to her son as a result of continued abuse. At the age of 16 she married her first husband, simply to get away from the violence and abuse. Within the first month her husband became abusive both mentally and physically. He beat her so bad once that she could not get off of the floor. This lasted for 14 years before she had the courage and support to leave this relationship..
 
It was during this abusive time that Josie began writing poetry to escape the physical and emotional trauma. In 2005 she was introduced to poetry therapy by Jim Brandenburg, cerified poetry therapist, and adjunct faculty at San Antonio College. She found some of her old poems and began to write again.Shortly after meeting Jim Brandenburg she found her voice and began reading in some the small venues in San Antonio. It was throughj her voice that poetic justice was found for herself and other victims and survivors of abuse.
 
Josie is now a force to be reckoned with an activist speaking out to communities and support groups. She is now featured at several reading places in South Texas. She has spoken at local and national conferences which focus on sexual abuse and violence. She is a highly sought after voice during National Domestic Violence Awareness Month , Which takes place in October every year.
 
   
 Her two poetry publications , Reflections of a battered Life, Of Flesh Flesh and Bones I am Woman Surviving Abuse. Her poems have been pubished in numerous magazines, papers, anthologies and on line. She co-authored the screen play, Can You Believe It, Which premiered at the Carver Community Center in November 2008.
 
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Phantom Singa a Lullaby
 
A phantom hums his prey to sleep
An innocent child feels the tender love
Of the soft hands of the phantom
Eyes of love and trust
Breakdown with nothing to spare
It's only the beginning
Of a harsh and brutal life
The familiar phantom sings
While sitting in darken corners of our lives
Tagging their alias away while pretending
Not to be themselves
The phantom holds the hand
of the promiscuous child
While the child finds something she/he is good at
The phantom sings a lullaby
Humming into their destiny
Anger, hatred and rejection
Ooozing from the hurtful soul
Of the grownup child left behind
Pain lying deep within
As the child now sings the lullaby
Covered by a blanket of shame
A wicked world lingers in the mind
As the fear of rejections lives at every corner
Look deep into the metal eyes
Of the victim of sexual abuse
Feel the started heartbeat of the drum
Listen closely to the whispers of the night
While the phantom sings a lullaby
 
by Josie Mixon
 
 
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For More Information You Can Contact Josie By The Following
 
 210-219-8859
 
 
 
 
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Standing Tall
 
A woman
Walks in the room
Exuding an unusual radiance of being
Not quite her usual self
Persuading herself with courage
And strength of a thousand
Battererd women
Strung across her breast
Fall the finest of pearls
A thrift store could culture
Closely resembling
Her dangling earrings
Hair, long and curley
Scented with floral hints
Highlighted with natures silver
Skiun, morena like her ancestors
Lingering scent of perfume
As if Estee Lauder
Just left the room
Leaving her feelings and smelling Beautiful
Injecting herself with self-esteem
Clearance rack dress
Clinging and detailing
The dos and don'ts
Of this feminine body
Strides, taken with energy
Against the northern winds
To stop, to look, to speak
Lips amuse the mind
Following careful instructions
While reading letters from the past
As free verse poems
An invitation for curious ears
To listen to the strangers heart
Words spoken with truth
With little consequence or eloquence
History repeating itself
In movies created by the haunted mind
Charecters replaced seat by seat
A sequence of events takes place
Before her eyes
as an audience remembers
A series of violence
Where only the names have changed
Crying at every corner
While standing in your blind spot
Yet today I am front and center
As I march
In pursuit of justice, acknowledgement and awareness
I damn those
Who still look away
I damn those who still ask why
I didn't leave
Once, my eyes reflected my battered life
Without shame or embarassment
Today I stand before you
Promoting awareness
As I reconcile with my past
Let it be heard
Let it be read
Let it be felt in the deepest of your heart
I no longer hang my head
Noticing the color of your shoes
Instead I am
A reminder pain, hurt and rejection
Unwanted attention
Where fear bred itself
Into the victim I once was
I ride my life
Upon the tip of an arrow
Piercing my way into others lives
Through the gust of hurricane winds
Who wish that I go away
Yet here I am and there you are
Aware
 
 
by Josie Mixon
 
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Sanctuary
 
My sanctuiary
Is now my destiny
Words, Words
Read out loud
Given, shape, sounds and scents
I've given myself permission to hurt
Out Loud
Where the entire world can hear me
Or ignore me
My sanctuary is found
In the faces of my sisters
In the shatters hearts of the abused
Who survived only to live again
Without the hand of violence
My voice shelters me from shame
Striking back without remorse
In different shades and shapes
My sanctuary is my pen
As it's finally found it's cannvas
With a stroke of a word
Called poetic justic
 
by Josie Mixon, c 2009
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